下意识

邢爱民

<p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 黑体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">下意识</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;</font></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">今后再也不多管闲事了！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他将杯子里倒满酒，然后狠狠地喝了一半，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">好心好意帮人做事，却还是出了差错，受人埋怨，真是何苦来呢！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他喝下第二口酒，才感觉到这酒真的很冲<span lang="EN-US">,辣得他吐了吐舌头，下意识的望了望窗外，天阴得更黑了，他觉得脸自己的眼睛里都潮乎乎的，</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">活该，谁叫你什么事都往自己头上揽，死要面子，好像谁知你人情</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">第三口喝进去的时候，他觉得耳朵听周围的声音有些模糊，大脑昏沉沉的想起上午局长批评他时的情形，</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">我这才叫自找没趣，看着别人手头的事情多，下意识的多了一句嘴，就帮人家干了起来，结果除了差错，他们却说责任全是我的</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他往喝空的杯子里倒酒的时候，手机响了：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“……</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">由于河道上游连降暴雨，水库开始放水，机关全体男同志中午一点集合去河道上汛</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他看看表，已经十二点半了。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">真不痛快，想自己发泄一下都没有机会，既然认为我没用还叫我干吗？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">心里想着，手里的筷子却下意识的加快了速度。他想继续回忆一下自己以前因为多管闲事吃过的亏，可不知为什么，眼前却总浮现出河道涨水的情形。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">到水利局上班一年了，还没到堤防上去过一次，不知会不会出现险情。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">不知不觉中，饭已经吃完了，好像有谁在催他，他快步来到外边。蒙蒙细雨已经下起来了，他骑着自行车飞快的向单位方向冲去。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">雨好像专门和他过不去，才走出不远就哗哗地大了起来，他急忙找了一处屋檐避雨，和挤在一起的人们看着路上不断溅起的一个个小水泡，下意识的盼着雨快点停下来，心中一点也不再像刚才那么不快。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">听说水库要放水了，不知道水量大不大。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他听到身边的一个人说。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">看来防汛形势紧张起来了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">另一个人的声音传到他的耳边，他象听到了一声命令，立刻冲进雨中。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">车，直奔那条河而去。一路上大家都在谈论着今天的水情。他忽然感到一阵冲动：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">就要参加战斗了，总算可以做一回英雄了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他想象着河堤被冲开了一个口子，他奋力往上边扔土袋子</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">到了，一阵车轮的打滑声打断了思路，他们步行来到大堤上，雨还在下着，他和同伴默默地向事先安排好的地段走去，沿路看看有没有没堵好的涵洞，有没有阻水障碍，有没有需要撤离的人员和物品，可是什么都没有，一点都没有临战的豪迈。他觉得有些冷，来到一座桥上倚着桥栏向上游望去，河面非常平静，还要过一段时间水流才能到达这里。桥上却很热闹，附近的群众都已得到通知，大家都趴着桥栏往下看，看得出大家都很兴奋。他却兴奋不起来，有些木然的望着水面，今天的一切都朦朦胧胧的。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他们就这样站着，天快黑了，河道中间的水才有一些微微的流动。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">来了！</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他突然听到有人喊道。果然，远处有一道白线出现了，却并不像想象的那样汹涌，水流象一排士兵齐头推进，走得那么从容，水面的小岛和水边的土坑一起被淹没，水面上晃动着一些杂草和少量不知从那里带来的垃圾，一会就到了他们脚下，河两边的水由于反作用力泛着白沫来回晃动，水位一点一点的上涨，他看得眼花缭乱。他知道，今晚他们就要守在这里，随时报告水的涨势。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: char; TEXT-INDENT: 27.75pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 20.65pt; mso-pagination: none;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">黑夜终于来到了，只能听到河水的单调的声音，水势来得并不猛烈，大家似乎不那么紧张了，他的心似乎也平静了下来，又想起了上午的事：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">中午本想自己发泄一下，却被这是搅乱了，这不也过来了吗？总想处处出成绩，却总是没有机会</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">其实，好像并不是真的那么可气，看大家下午的主动劲头，我那点事算什么呀，自己在工作中不够细心，干吗还要怪别人呢？</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">他忽然觉得心情轻松起来，下意识打开手电筒照了照标尺，大吃一惊：水面正擦着警戒线拱动。他连忙大声向堤顶的人报告，很快，沿着水边有很多手电筒在细细搜索，他的大脑一片空白，静静的盯着水面一漾一漾的漫漫向上蠕动</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;">水流似乎有些平稳了，好半天才上升一小格，慢慢停住了。他听着周围的动静也稀疏起来，竟然有些打盹，就站起来慢慢跺着脚，直到有人替换他到车里睡一小会儿。可他的困意好像又没有了，耳朵仍在下意识地听着外面的动静，直到很久才慢慢朦胧起来。</span></p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">天亮了，他们平安地过了一夜，他睁开眼就望了望河面，河的边界扩展多了，象一处小型湖泊，水面已经平静下来，天也晴了，一切都那么清澈，他想起昨天的自己，下意识地笑了一下：</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">“</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">昨天我怎么那么积极啊，看来这爱管闲事的毛病是永远该不掉了！其实积极一点挺充实的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-ascii-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 宋体; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">”</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">他望了望初升的太阳，觉得心里敞亮多了，继续向河边走去。</span>

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寂寞看风

尽管没能成为英雄，但你同样锻炼了自己。

邢爱民

欢迎大家提意见

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